Small vent! Please no hate.
If you’d like to know the story behind this here you go.
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When I was younger (around 8-9) I had a best friend. We will call her S for now. We were ride or die besties. We would do everything together. She was 2 years older than me but that didn’t matter, if known her forever! Our parents were best friends so we hung out almost every single day. We did homeschool together, (for around 3 years) played together, shared so many memories together, and so much more. She made me so happy and I loved hanging out with her.
One year, our parents decided that public school would be a good idea. We both didn’t wanna go but we had to. Before public school started, that summer we kinda got separated. She reconnected with some of her old friends, (We’ll call them K and C) S and K lived across the street from eachother so I was always jealous of their friendship. For C things were different. C was a year older then S but that also didn’t matter to her. We stopped hanging out after I left the homeschool group early since my parents wanted to disconnect from it early.
Public school eventually started and I knew NO ONE. I made a few friends but not many. I’d try my best to say hi to S in the halls but she was always so distracted since K and C decided to join the school too. She said hi every once and awhile but I was always the one who said it first. She put no effort into it whatsoever. I tried talking to her but she became a “popular girl” and because of that she was embarrassed to have a 6th grader friend (me) when she was in 7th.
Eventually she started completely ignoring me when I said hi.
Next summer started and I thought we would hang out that summer but we didn’t. She didn’t reach out, say hello, even TRY to acknowledge me. That whole summer was the worst summer I’d ever had.
Once the next school year started, (this year) I thought I might be okay since last year the 7th and 8th graders were paired. “Maybe she won’t be embarrassed of me anymore!” I kept telling myself. Turns out the school changed it. Now the 6th and 7th graders are paired. I felt defeated, unwanted, and used. The whole start of the school year was horrible. She still avoids me and has started taking different halls to avoid contact with me. To this day she still avoids me and won’t talk to me. She betrayed me.
Tysm for reading! 🙂
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