First VOD. Anubus match winston

VOD for review of coaches. Messed up editing and first two rounds are in it twice. The beginning of game excluding first of the two repeated parts is 12:00 mins. You can skip to 18:00 for tank play which is main part for desired coaching. close game where I made some poor bubble positions as winston and tunnel visioned on some targets too much in some instances. Try to ignore bad ult usage or poor jump usage I don't play winston a lot and am not comfortable with jump pack 100%. I feel more comfortable with Dva, but would like some advice using defense matrix because my usage is quite poor. I can frag dps and supports easily, but my positioning on her and defense matrix can be very questionable (I tend to be too greedy with it since I was selfish with it getting out of silver with her since you had to be selfish to climb. I also sometimes have low damage per 10 stats (because I don't shoot tanks as much as I should) and too high of solo kill stats (probably because I go for supports and dps out of position alone too much) according to sr guesstimates. I'm Interested in tips on positioning target selection and shot calling ect. I'm aware i could have matrixed my team at one time on second point defense (where i get upset because they all instantly die), so they wouldn't get picked off early, but I was too worried about the Winston. I didn't matrix them because I wasn't expecting them to get burst so much at that moment probably because I was somewhat unaware of where enemy dps were which I should have worked to be more aware off (and I was tunneling on the Winston on our mercy). sorry for poor audio quality: Fan on in background so other house members don't have to listen to my comms. my mic never picks it up for voice chat but for the video it came in loud and clear making it hard to hear other things. Also, I am well aware if anyone does decide to watch my Zenyatta that I certainly messed up. I tried to blame the moira for our teammates getting picked early and then the fight snowballed from there or she died, I don't remember, but either way it was my fault the moira died because as zen one of my main objectives is to keep main healer alive since I can't heal my team at all as solo heal if they die. So, yeah after reviewing that that was a really bad decision to flank which i probably made because i was a bit upset about our less than ideal team comp so I wasn't thinking straight. I need to learn to focus less on trying to make our team comp counter the enemy's. It's something I tend to do because it's an easy way to gain sr if your team comp is just better than the enemy's with your teammates on their best picks ect. But, yeah because of that mistake we got snowballed on first, and then first snowballed into second with ult economy. I'm an sr/win junkie recovering from focusing on get rich quick schemes like trying to get your team to be on their best character to win since the game is such a team oriented game. I like to win too much I think... Need to tone down my competitiveness more and more so i can focus on improving my own gameplay more and more. If you are curious of my triple tank complaint, I was just upset about the insane stall length that it created.