I’m hurt… 💔

My final video with my cat Spade. I wish his life wasn't taken from him so soon, and I apologize this upload is so short but simple. This is a video for me. Time was not on our side but I made sure to give Spade a great day before saying goodbye. I'm not fully sure how Heaven works, but hopefully, time will be on our side one day. I miss Spade every day, and I will never stop missing him.

I'm truly hurt and have been struggling to find myself these past several days. Releasing this video is a step towards me letting go. I don't want to. I hope this video helps someone. I hope my grieving and pain can help someone. I'm tired of watching it and reliving my pain.

00:00 - 2:39 Vlog
2:40 - 4:06 Spade Montage
4:07 - 5:03 RIP Spade

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